I finally made the decision to put my cat to sleep today. When he could not make it to my bed, let alone up on my bed last night, I knew it was time. Turns out his kidneys were struggling and he was not doing well. Duh.
As he lay there we stared very deeply into each other’s eyes – into each other’s souls. He thanked me as he became FREE.
Oreo wasn’t just my cat. He was and is a truly amazing Spirit from whom I will continue to learn even with him on the other side.
I will talk more about that tomorrow when I write the memorial service for his burial.
I am completely wiped out. Haven’t slept in a week and it has been a stressful one.
My plan, assuming I get rest. is to to do a memorial service – I am thinking either around 2 PM – assuming I can get myself together. I know he was with me earlier but the house is so empty right now. His Spirit must be with his brother, my Mom and my first cat right now.
Oreo was special to all who knew him. He channeled other animals from the other side. It was most amazing. That is how I knew my first cat was alive and communicating through him. I hope you will join me, in person or at least in spirit, to send him all kinds of thanks for being who he was here for each of us.
Thank you to each of you who treated him so special. You get back what you put out, right?
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You now something unbelievable? Okay not really unbelievable given the working of the Universe – I am talking as a guest on Blog Talk radio Color Your Life Happy. Monday on a show called Color ME Happy. My topic is Separation:The Single Cause of All Pain. I wil post the details tomorrow so you can join us live.
My talk is about how separating from our True self – our spirit that is God – causes ALL pain and suffering for us. I will let the Universe clarify it all for me as it clearly pertains to the events of this week.
Well the day started with OReo fully in his old way of being. After a few hours he went back to being with me, needing to sleep in front of the infrared heater on his energy bed. Hmm. I think the Sacred G fusion posters make a difference. He didn’t sleep on them last night. I will go slip them under him now.
And so it is…one day at a time. Keep the love flowing.
To be clear, back when I didn’t know if I would ever get my life back following the brain i jury I realized that healing has nothing to do with recovering the life and body/mind one had prior to whater trauma happened.
Healing is about accepting yourself exactly as you are in the moment. And healing is also about letting go of a body if staying on this Earth plane no longer serves your spirit.
Yesterday as night came on Oreo started slowing down. Suddenly, for the first time in his life he acted and looked his age. I have no clue how old a 20-year old cat actually his. We know a dog’s life equates at 7 years for each human year.
He seemed to sleep okay last night. Started out with me. Got up and asked for food. But then he started following me around. He never did that before. His body jerks now and then. I didnt think much of that as mine does too – at times.
He spent yesterday in his before-traumatic event spot on the couch. Last night he actually asked for the energy bed to be placed in my bedroom and though he started sleeping on my bed he moved down there at some point.
Today Oreo asked for the energy bed to be placed by me where I work. He spent all day, so far, lying on it.
Here is what is so interesting…
My friend Mary told me Oreo wanted rose quartz by him. And I placed a good sized raw rose quartz crystal by him Sunday when she told me to. Oreo lay on it, most surprising because it is quite jaggard, Sunday and Monday.
Today he started with his paws against the crystal. Then moved so it was right at his third eye. T hen he turned so it was at the base of his spine.
You want to know that Oreo is no ordinary cat. Just like my first cat, Samnatha ( maybe I will share the book I wrote about her some day) he is a super spiritual being who happens to live in a cat suit right now just as we live in human being suits.
He knows exactly what he isdoing. He is bathing himslef and his chakras and meridians with the love energy of the rose quartz.
So I don’t really know if he is staying with me or getting ready to go.
HE just went into the corner behind the infrared heater. Now back on the energy bed–which, BTW, the Universe gifted us with for an extra 2 weeks.
Thanks for continuing to send energy and lots of love to both of us. And if you have some hugs to spare please send them too.
I love and appreciate you all.